Kuch din to aise hi hote hain..
Aj dekhta hun to lagta hai
kaam se ghar kyun aya hun pata nahi
ghar se kaam ke liye bhi kyun jaa Raha hun pata nahi
Khoya hua sa hun
kaam par jane me thora to sukoon hai
Ghar par maa ke sath hone me bhi sukoon hai
fir bhi
is shaant se mahol me kuch to mann ko aur bhi zyada shant sa kiye jaa raha hai
Shayad mann ko itna bhi shant nahi hona tha
ki kuch bolne ki bhi ichcha na ho
dekhte hain
kuch to kar hi lenge..
haar nahi maan ni hai, kisi ko taqlif nahi honi chahiye bas.. zindagi to chalti rehti hai
ab lagta to hai kafi kuch zindagi me dekh liya hai
aur aisa bhi lagta hai ki dukh ya khas gehre din zyada karib chalte hain mujhse, mujhe zyada pasand karte hain ye..
par thik hai- ab bhi zinda hun in sabhi ke bad, sansein chal rahi hain, zarur koi kaam aur kuch zimmedari ab bhi baki hai
khushiyan kahin piche chut gayi hain shayad, jaise ruthi nahi, anjaan hi ho
ek bar ko aati hai fir jaate der nahi lagati, mai shayad unki talash me zyada pareshan hun..
Agar dukh hamesha sath rehne hain to unse bhi dosti kya buri hai..
khushiyon ke intezar me dukh ko bhi nahi dekha, to use kahin bura na lag jaye, nahi !!
logon ko samajhne me mushkil hoti hai mujhe, unhe samajh pane ke bad bhi lagta hai kuch samjha hi nahi mai.
kabhi lagta hai samajhdar to hun mai.. par fir Aisa kaise ho sakta hai, ek bhul bhulaiya hi ban ka n reh jaun..
isliye in khayalon se dur rehta hun. Agar kho gaya to nikalega kon. wese nahi bhi nikla to pareshan bhi koi kyu hi hoga
bas maa-papa aur bhai-behen hain wo pareshan hote hain..
Sabse zyada to bas maa..
Wo sabke liye hi pareshan hoti hai
Meri wajah se to koi na ho.. kam se kam, itni to ichcha hai meri
aur aap to bilkul bhi na hona
aj likh raha hun fir na jane kab likhunga
khud ko
Aj likhne me khud ko thora to thik laga..
roz khud ko kagaz par utar dun ya likhe me to mann me thori to rahat hogi.
lagega kuch baat ki khud hi, khud ke bare me thora aur khud ko bata diya.. kuch zikra kiya kuch baat kahi, thori to shanti tumse bayaan ki aaj
ye maan lunga ki sab apse kahi hai ye baatein aur apne kuch kaha to nahi.. naraaz jo ho
par sab sun liya hai.. hai na!!
kabhi padho ise to bas yakin rakhna apka intezaar tha aur hai
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