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Heart being out

Nov 25 2017


Confusing solution

What to say what not to say, time has come to write the best in me and the worst for people around I think.
Well u never know what happens when you try to do everything for someone and that may be for any reason doesn't count or doesn't mean anything.

You can't understand what happens then when you are struggling every moment to make something special and your try goes in vain.
Then I know one thing, it hurts.
It hurts a lot. When you are living for someone and following someone so close doesn't make any sense to that person. But yeah that's the thing. You have to live with this as this is the reality. The actual and factual phrase of your life.

If life was like a ship and we being the sailor who are sailing it through, I must have been the one who try so much for the ship to sail in right direction but when I feel that the ship is not moving as desired, is there a fault of the sailor.
If there are outer disturbances, are there any sailor who is becoming an obstacle there.

One guy who is ready to marry managing all sorts of things to be with someone is again once again in life is stuck.
And you know why coz he is the younger one in the family and the elders are not yet married.

And yes they even don't want to marry. And this guy's love interests' family, they feel it wrong.
So, even if we think they are right or yes they are actually right that nobody would like to donate their daughter in a family who is not having proper married persons in the chronological order
But being said that, is the guy at fault.

Who's to deal with this. Is this not a misfortune or sort of a problem that has literally no solution for the person who is not at fault for all this except having one single fault.
Loving her.

Knowing all this and still being able to love someone needs courage. Yes it needs.
This needs stupidity.

When the person you love can't be happy with you or gets irritated when you're around or your absence doesn't matter.
What to do in that case..

I am confused, am not getting any solution for all this. Yes this, Guys, is not a rocket science but it's complex than that too.

Thinking still..
To be brave or to be sad but the story remains the same...



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